blessings in disguise
April 2, 2006sometimes the most depressing stuff that happen to us are actually blessings in disguise. It’s hard to see and understand at first, but sometimes if you think about it, it is actually true. my break up with john was very devastating, to be the least bit honest. i was sad (take note: sad, not depressed) at first, but when i think about it, it truly is a blessing in disguise.
For the longest time candy and i didn’t have the chance and time to go out. we were both preoccupied with work, and our breaks were usually reserved for our family/relationships. We’ve been planning to go out and have fun for the longest time, but something would always come up and we’d have to cancel.
Since John and i broke up, everyone noticed that i’ve been more outgoing, more fun to be with. i felt the same way too. often times people notice that i’m blooming, as i my life is going perfectly well. well…maybe it is. Maybe the break up had to happen so i can regain my confidence, and so i could actually breathe fresh air into my life again.
For quite some time i’ve noticed my self esteem go down. i have no idea why. is it because i’m fed up with my job? because of the people around me? or because of my relationship? maybe it’s the last one…just maybe.
i think i had to regain my confidence, and reassess my standards. and the break-up was God’s way of slapping me in the face so i ‘d wake up…
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